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just wrote this
still struggling with art artists blah
hope get through soon :lol:
-- rereading feels bit (erh... quite...) uncool
uncool me :flame: :stupidme:
... please bear with me :icongiveflowerplz:

***

when i'm a child
i make images
:bulletred: because i feel like doing it
i enjoy it
i try try
i play
:icontoyhorseplz:

when i want to be comfortable
money-wise
and with all those things
money can buy
:bulletred: i sell my skill
to make images
as others would want make them
or need make them
in order to earn profit
or to represent themselves
favorably
i lend them my hands and
my brain

:iconintenseworkingplz:

when i burn for acknowledgement
by those deemed to be,
named to be
magicians
in the temple of arts,
masters
of glass bead game
:bulletblue: i find new
a kind of new the guardians will nod about
will say: "it's a new!" :nod:
and some of them will blah
lots about how and why... :blahblah:
... while we all make some money
or even more than
most skilled hands ever dream of
... the road to fame (/a brand name) is dire

:trophy:

when i'm tired
because i worked so much for money
(any job!)
or i ran so much for fame
(any road!)
and got so thirsty in soul
:bulletyellow: i will make images
with skilled hands (if they still speak, do they?)
or clumsy ones
with any hands and limbs i have
with my heart
need say need say
need find myself
look down deep well
where's my water?

:iconraindanceplz:

when i'm such a proud one
crave for holy for wholeness
for transformation
take me ages!
take me all NOWs!
... :bulletyellow: i make images
as moment tells
as heart tells
they may show where i stand
while my eyes are bit dim
to see it... :stupidme:
swim flow swim flow

in the end i will
look into your eyes and...
see myself

:sun:

... still hold the brush
the mouse
tip tap keyboard...
till i fall off
...
eternal kindergarten! :boing:


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Philluppus Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014   General Artist
hope you are doing fine, :sun:
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Shachar-Art Featured By Owner May 6, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
So slowly finding balance... 
Where does it lead me to? Where does it leading you? 
Is there any stone un-turned? Is there any beat unheard?
Anybody? Anyone? Is there? Is?
:heart:
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incognisance Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014
Frohe Ostern, lieber Anna!

Hope you're warm and happy where you are? How've you been?

:sun:
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Hermetic-Wings Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Your silence is respected very much dear Anna...
Thanks for your existing :d
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Hermetic-Wings Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Anna;
Do you still beading?...
 If not, then how you spend the days; all of them seems to each others and I can not differ yesterday from tomorrow...
Do I see the nature as B&W or colors are gone...
...
Still keeping the hope of feeling much better one day in my totally closed right hand...
...
:iconsakuratreeplz: will bloom soon, spring is came... 
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zaccool14 Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Star! Rose Heart Rose Star! *~I do not awaken my dream, I want to sleep because the spring endsStar! Rose Heart Rose Star! *~
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zaccool14 Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
:iconrainbowsparklesplz: Yes trip with friends is an enjoyable, especially if it was an enjoyable adventure I feel I've spent a fun time:iconrainbowsparklesplz:
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zaccool14 Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
\(^o^)/\(^o^)/\(^o^)/
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zaccool14 Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
:iconsparklyplz::iconsparklesplz::iconpinksparklesplz::iconredsparklesplz::iconorangesparklesplz::iconyellowsparklesplz::icongreensparklesplz::iconbluesparklesplz::iconpurplesparklesplz::iconblacksparklesplz::iconcolorfulsparklesplz::iconsparkelsplz::icontiphankeplz::iconfireworks2plz: We meet with friends see stars in the sky gorgeous
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zaccool14 Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
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