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just wrote this
still struggling with art artists blah
hope get through soon :lol:
-- rereading feels bit (erh... quite...) uncool
uncool me :flame: :stupidme:
... please bear with me :icongiveflowerplz:


when i'm a child
i make images
:bulletred: because i feel like doing it
i enjoy it
i try try
i play

when i want to be comfortable
and with all those things
money can buy
:bulletred: i sell my skill
to make images
as others would want make them
or need make them
in order to earn profit
or to represent themselves
i lend them my hands and
my brain


when i burn for acknowledgement
by those deemed to be,
named to be
in the temple of arts,
of glass bead game
:bulletblue: i find new
a kind of new the guardians will nod about
will say: "it's a new!" :nod:
and some of them will blah
lots about how and why... :blahblah:
... while we all make some money
or even more than
most skilled hands ever dream of
... the road to fame (/a brand name) is dire


when i'm tired
because i worked so much for money
(any job!)
or i ran so much for fame
(any road!)
and got so thirsty in soul
:bulletyellow: i will make images
with skilled hands (if they still speak, do they?)
or clumsy ones
with any hands and limbs i have
with my heart
need say need say
need find myself
look down deep well
where's my water?


when i'm such a proud one
crave for holy for wholeness
for transformation
take me ages!
take me all NOWs!
... :bulletyellow: i make images
as moment tells
as heart tells
they may show where i stand
while my eyes are bit dim
to see it... :stupidme:
swim flow swim flow

in the end i will
look into your eyes and...
see myself


... still hold the brush
the mouse
tip tap keyboard...
till i fall off
eternal kindergarten! :boing:

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Philluppus Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014   General Artist
hope you are doing fine, :sun:
Shachar-Art Featured By Owner May 6, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
So slowly finding balance... 
Where does it lead me to? Where does it leading you? 
Is there any stone un-turned? Is there any beat unheard?
Anybody? Anyone? Is there? Is?
incognisance Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014
Frohe Ostern, lieber Anna!

Hope you're warm and happy where you are? How've you been?

Hermetic-Wings Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Your silence is respected very much dear Anna...
Thanks for your existing :d
Hermetic-Wings Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Do you still beading?...
 If not, then how you spend the days; all of them seems to each others and I can not differ yesterday from tomorrow...
Do I see the nature as B&W or colors are gone...
Still keeping the hope of feeling much better one day in my totally closed right hand...
:iconsakuratreeplz: will bloom soon, spring is came... 
zaccool14 Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Star! Rose Heart Rose Star! *~I do not awaken my dream, I want to sleep because the spring endsStar! Rose Heart Rose Star! *~
zaccool14 Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
:iconrainbowsparklesplz: Yes trip with friends is an enjoyable, especially if it was an enjoyable adventure I feel I've spent a fun time:iconrainbowsparklesplz:
zaccool14 Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
zaccool14 Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
:iconsparklyplz::iconsparklesplz::iconpinksparklesplz::iconredsparklesplz::iconorangesparklesplz::iconyellowsparklesplz::icongreensparklesplz::iconbluesparklesplz::iconpurplesparklesplz::iconblacksparklesplz::iconcolorfulsparklesplz::iconsparkelsplz::icontiphankeplz::iconfireworks2plz: We meet with friends see stars in the sky gorgeous
zaccool14 Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
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