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just wrote this
still struggling with art artists blah
hope get through soon :lol:
-- rereading feels bit (erh... quite...) uncool
uncool me :flame: :stupidme:
... please bear with me :icongiveflowerplz:


when i'm a child
i make images
:bulletred: because i feel like doing it
i enjoy it
i try try
i play

when i want to be comfortable
and with all those things
money can buy
:bulletred: i sell my skill
to make images
as others would want make them
or need make them
in order to earn profit
or to represent themselves
i lend them my hands and
my brain


when i burn for acknowledgement
by those deemed to be,
named to be
in the temple of arts,
of glass bead game
:bulletblue: i find new
a kind of new the guardians will nod about
will say: "it's a new!" :nod:
and some of them will blah
lots about how and why... :blahblah:
... while we all make some money
or even more than
most skilled hands ever dream of
... the road to fame (/a brand name) is dire


when i'm tired
because i worked so much for money
(any job!)
or i ran so much for fame
(any road!)
and got so thirsty in soul
:bulletyellow: i will make images
with skilled hands (if they still speak, do they?)
or clumsy ones
with any hands and limbs i have
with my heart
need say need say
need find myself
look down deep well
where's my water?


when i'm such a proud one
crave for holy for wholeness
for transformation
take me ages!
take me all NOWs!
... :bulletyellow: i make images
as moment tells
as heart tells
they may show where i stand
while my eyes are bit dim
to see it... :stupidme:
swim flow swim flow

in the end i will
look into your eyes and...
see myself


... still hold the brush
the mouse
tip tap keyboard...
till i fall off
eternal kindergarten! :boing:

L'ectoplasmique by Senecal


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Jakeukalane Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
my warmest greetings from you. I like to visit your works from time to time :)
Dominik19 Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Schwester, wo bist du :/ ????
zaccool14 Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
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zaccool14 Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Thank wonderful words I feel that found I was looking…
zaccool14 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
important I found the you…
Hello my friend
zaccool14 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Hello my friend where you are…
Where you disappear search you everywhere:iconmoonplz:Do not Leave Place of that you Find where you
Hermetic-Wings Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
How nice to hear you my dear friend, Ayhan feels very pleased by your return...And of course thanks for your support :D
incognisance Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015
Frohe Neues Jahr Anna!!

Hope you had a wonderful Christmas!
AnnaPaar Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2015
frohes neues jahr, lieber icongnicance!
2015 and flying!
Jakeukalane Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:happybounce: nice to know that you come back here from time to time. Hope you are fine!! nice new year!!
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